Oh Sweetheart!! I also used to feel same when I started going to college. But guess what we all are learning to welcoming and letting go people.. You are doing amazing. Make your emotions your strongest point. And you are gonna make every damn dream true!! Stay happy and loving. With love Ritika! Thank for writing this piece and I'm glad that you expressed your heart out. Proud of you❤🙈
losing someone dear is a difficult part of living. your beautiful thoughts are heart warming...
there was a time... long ago... i came home from college, alone in my last semester... in a far away place, had just lost my dad,... made coffee& sat down to study... wondering what was i doing...
the blur when time snatches away familiar comfort on earth, when all we hold is a memory,... is a different phase of understanding care, context, purpose, etc... but life opens new doors (not unfamiliar but understanding not doom but care )and guides us along ...
to live through that care is not just hope but a glimmer of hope like the sunrise every morning... seeing time move& gather many aspects of our lives into its folds..
The vulnerability you've expressed through both Hindi and English resonates deepyl. Your honesty about the fear of losing connections while simultaneously needing independence captures a universal struggle many face in their early twenties. College can be particularly challenging when you're trying to balance autonomy with the deep human ned for connection. The way you compare yourself to a kite needing its thread is a beautiful metaphor that ilustrates this tension perfectly. Your parents' concern, though sometimes irritating, clearly comes from love.
This was soo lovely!!!! Jo bhaav se likhaa aapne mere to bhaav badal gaye. It was too relatable to me. Mujhe bhi aisa hota hai ke kisi ko apna maan lo to mujhe unke khone ka dar hone lagta hai. Fir wahi dar mujhe shayad unse door bhi kar deta hai. Jaane kitne logo se isiliye hi door hona pada mujhe bhi. Lekin jo saath rahe wo kayaamat rahe. Bhagwaan ka hmesha shukriya kiya hai un logo ko meri life me laane ke liye.
Thank you so so much for such a generous read and such graceful and kind remarks,bhaiya 🥹🙏✨
This really means a lot. I'm really grateful to have you.
Fear as a defense mechanism start hota but kab ek part ban jata pata hi nhi chalta 🥹
Thank you so much really for taking out time to read and feel it deeply. I'm really out of words. When I read this I was like--"Bro, ise padh ke mujhe cry aagya🥹" jo meme aap use karte the. Meko mila nhi vo unfortunately 🫠
Tum... han han Tum hi... boht amazing ho... Tum apni Mai ho... aur jis apne Mai ko smjh jaogi na sab confusion dur hoga... Tum apne Mai se mili hi nhi dhang se ab tak... mai milau kya 🤭...
Tum bas itna smjh lo ki tumhare Mai k pas hi tum aur tum k sab jawab hain... humare Tum ki fikar se pehle apne Mai ki fikar krna jano... yhi bas sab hai
Thank you so so much for reading this. I remember you are from non hindi background, right?
It really means a lot that you spared time to read it and write such a toughtful thing, still. 🥹🙏✨
I'm truly grateful 🙂↕️💖
I'm also trying to learn to accept things because yeah even I have realised what you said. That at the end I don't have control over anyone or anything. Better be independent and self reliant enough to not feel too bad. But I forget all this when the situation demands me to remember. 😅
This is soooo good😭. I really like how you poured your heart into it. Also jaise tumne hindi english mix kiya, I really love that. I also want to try something similar. Pata hi nahi chala kab khatam ho gayi, it was so seamless. Felt like kisi movie ke end ka monologue.
And I know thoda late hai but congratulations on starting college. It is one of the best times of our life, at least it is for me so far. Enjoy your life(and padhna bhi hai).
Wow! Internals huh. Semester is only 3 months fr. 1 whole month for internals, viva / practicals & externals …. Create memories in those 70 odd days
Stress comes and goes campus life doesn't!
Thank you so much ✨😊
Grateful 🙏. Will definitely try 🙂↕️
Oh Sweetheart!! I also used to feel same when I started going to college. But guess what we all are learning to welcoming and letting go people.. You are doing amazing. Make your emotions your strongest point. And you are gonna make every damn dream true!! Stay happy and loving. With love Ritika! Thank for writing this piece and I'm glad that you expressed your heart out. Proud of you❤🙈
Areyy 🥹🥹
This is so so sweet 🥹❤️❤️.
Thank you so so much for reading and writing such a beautiful thing. I am really melted 💝 🫠🫠
It means a lot 🙂↕️✨✨💝
What a novel approach to confessional writing!! More power to your pen!!
Thank you so much 🥹✨✨
Grateful 🙂↕️
🥰... well expressed. Adolescence anxiety, fears, self-doubts...
Thank you so much 🙏🏼 🙂↕️✨
Really grateful 🥰 💖💖
losing someone dear is a difficult part of living. your beautiful thoughts are heart warming...
there was a time... long ago... i came home from college, alone in my last semester... in a far away place, had just lost my dad,... made coffee& sat down to study... wondering what was i doing...
the blur when time snatches away familiar comfort on earth, when all we hold is a memory,... is a different phase of understanding care, context, purpose, etc... but life opens new doors (not unfamiliar but understanding not doom but care )and guides us along ...
to live through that care is not just hope but a glimmer of hope like the sunrise every morning... seeing time move& gather many aspects of our lives into its folds..
I'm so sorry for your loss 🫂
Your words are really true 🥺
Hope is really a form of care and comfort in difficult situations. I hope you're doing well. And I'm really grateful for your kind words and time.
Thank you so so much🙏✨💖
It really means a lot. More than what I can express. Thank you 🥹🫂
Take caree❤️
The vulnerability you've expressed through both Hindi and English resonates deepyl. Your honesty about the fear of losing connections while simultaneously needing independence captures a universal struggle many face in their early twenties. College can be particularly challenging when you're trying to balance autonomy with the deep human ned for connection. The way you compare yourself to a kite needing its thread is a beautiful metaphor that ilustrates this tension perfectly. Your parents' concern, though sometimes irritating, clearly comes from love.
Thank youu so so much for reading it this deeply and for your kind words🙏✨✨.
It really means so much.
I'm so grateful for you reading it immersively and noticing these things.
Thank you 💖✨.
This was soo lovely!!!! Jo bhaav se likhaa aapne mere to bhaav badal gaye. It was too relatable to me. Mujhe bhi aisa hota hai ke kisi ko apna maan lo to mujhe unke khone ka dar hone lagta hai. Fir wahi dar mujhe shayad unse door bhi kar deta hai. Jaane kitne logo se isiliye hi door hona pada mujhe bhi. Lekin jo saath rahe wo kayaamat rahe. Bhagwaan ka hmesha shukriya kiya hai un logo ko meri life me laane ke liye.
Thank you so so much for such a generous read and such graceful and kind remarks,bhaiya 🥹🙏✨
This really means a lot. I'm really grateful to have you.
Fear as a defense mechanism start hota but kab ek part ban jata pata hi nhi chalta 🥹
Thank you so much really for taking out time to read and feel it deeply. I'm really out of words. When I read this I was like--"Bro, ise padh ke mujhe cry aagya🥹" jo meme aap use karte the. Meko mila nhi vo unfortunately 🫠
Grateful 🙏🥹✨
That’s sweet of you :)
Tum... han han Tum hi... boht amazing ho... Tum apni Mai ho... aur jis apne Mai ko smjh jaogi na sab confusion dur hoga... Tum apne Mai se mili hi nhi dhang se ab tak... mai milau kya 🤭...
Tum bas itna smjh lo ki tumhare Mai k pas hi tum aur tum k sab jawab hain... humare Tum ki fikar se pehle apne Mai ki fikar krna jano... yhi bas sab hai
🧿🧿
“Tumse milta hun toh khud se mil ke aata hun” ~Justh, Teri Ore.
Thank you so so much didu🫂 🥹💖
Mai hi toh clear nhi hai but yesshhh ho jayega 🫂🫂💖
“Tum ho toh sab accha hai, tum ho toh vakt thama hai”…hehe 🙈💖💖💖
Really grateful for each and everything 🙂↕️❤️
Bahut khoob 👌😍
Mujhey bhi bachpan kya kuch saal pehle tak kuch aisa hi mehsoos hota tha....ki log choot jaayenge, rishtey toot jaayenge.
Par jinhe jana tha woh darne ke bawajood chaley gaye, jo bikharna tha woh bahut sambhalne ke bawajood bikhar gaya....
Ab bus har cheez ka acceptance hai...aur shayad zindagi hi ek samjhauta hai...
Thank you so so much for reading this. I remember you are from non hindi background, right?
It really means a lot that you spared time to read it and write such a toughtful thing, still. 🥹🙏✨
I'm truly grateful 🙂↕️💖
I'm also trying to learn to accept things because yeah even I have realised what you said. That at the end I don't have control over anyone or anything. Better be independent and self reliant enough to not feel too bad. But I forget all this when the situation demands me to remember. 😅
But I'll try.
Thank you again 🥹💖 it really means a lot ❤️
Always happy to read 😍 aur jitni bhi Hindi aati hai, saari likh daali yahan pe…😂
Thank you so much 🥹💖💖
This is really a very big deal for mee 😭💖💖
You're really so sweet and kind. I'm truly grateful 🙂↕️❤️✨
🫶🫶 right back at you.
🥹🥹🫂💖
Bhaii this was so good kitna pyara likha hai yrr !
Ohhh lovely dude !
The way you have expressed it all dude !
Sach main partner bara pyara likha hai ! ✨💌🥹🫶🏻
Thank you so so so much Chukku🥹 💖💖
I'm really grateful🙂↕️ 💖💖💖
Aree mera cutuu 💌 ✨ 🎗️
Melted 🫠🫠🙈🙈💖💖
This is soooo good😭. I really like how you poured your heart into it. Also jaise tumne hindi english mix kiya, I really love that. I also want to try something similar. Pata hi nahi chala kab khatam ho gayi, it was so seamless. Felt like kisi movie ke end ka monologue.
And I know thoda late hai but congratulations on starting college. It is one of the best times of our life, at least it is for me so far. Enjoy your life(and padhna bhi hai).
Thank youuuuu soo sooo much 🥹✨✨
It means a lott😭✨
Yeah, do incorporate it no, I would be looking forward to it.
And thank you so much for the college thing too 🥹
Padhai hi toh dikkat hai 😂 but thik hai, karna toh hai hi.
Really grateful for your kind words 🙂↕️✨
Thank you so so much 😊✨
I'll try doing that in other post..ya future me kuch aisa dobara likha toh full sentences me likh denge..
Thank you so much, Grateful for the kind read.🙂↕️✨